Kelsey Parker has revealed she 'hates being pregnant' because she struggles not 'drinking and partying' with friends and family.
The podcast host, 34, who is expecting her third child with boyfriend Will Lindsay, already has children Aurelia, five, and Bodhi, four, with her late husband Tom Parker.
As she nears her due date, she told Closer: 'I hate being pregnant. I feel the FOMO of not being able to drink or party with everyone.'
Tom lost his battle with brain cancer aged just 33, four years after they tied the knot.
After a painful few years mourning the loss of her childhood sweetheart, she found love again last year, meeting Kent tree surgeon Will on a night out.
They announced their romance last September and Kelsey, who is due in June, previously revealed her third pregnancy was a 'happy accident'.
Kelsey Parker, 34, has revealed she 'hates being pregnant' because she struggles not 'drinking and partying' with friends and family (pictured in February)
The podcast host, who is expecting her third child with boyfriend Will Lindsay (pictured together), already has children Aurelia, five, and Bodhi, four, with her late husband Tom Parker
Kelsey also emotionally admitted she feels like her life is 'never plain sailing' as she declared 'I just want something nice to happen to me'.
She told the publication: 'There is always a story with me. I feel like I never go through life and it's just plain sailing.
'I want something nice. I'm just asking the universe, please, come on - give me something nice!'
Ahead of welcoming her and Will's baby, Kelsey recently revealed she has been getting a lot of hate online but her new partner has been very supportive and told her to 'block out the haters'.
Speaking on ITV's Lorraine, in their first joint interview together, Kelsey explained: 'It's been three years, this is Tom's three year anniversary of his death and it's almost like people want me to feel guilty for moving on.'
Kelsey asked Will: 'Does it stress you out that I get upset about trolls and people commenting on our relationship?'
Will replied: 'Not really, I just tell you not to look at them don't I. There's bound to be some people sending nice messages but block out the haters.'
She added: 'I'm always going to have guilt but what's so hard is that Tom's not here anymore so what do people want me to do?
After a painful few years mourning the loss of her childhood sweetheart, she found love again last year, meeting Kent tree surgeon Will on a night out (pictured with her children)
'Our house was full of so much sadness but now it's full of happiness, the kids deserve that more than anything.
'They've been through so much, I feel like we are taking the steps forward to heal but I just want other women to feel like it's OK to move on, it's not taking anything away from the love I had for Tom.'
Kelsey also opened up about the impact meeting Will has had on her life and how trolls don't 'understand how she feels' because they are not in her shoes.
Kelsey's partner lives with her at the home she shared with Tom and the kids, remarking how he 'gradually moved in' when the time 'felt right'.
The couple stated that they didn't have a preference about the baby's sex and were currently 'undecided' about whether they wanted to know - as the answer is waiting for them in an email.
